{"id":1471,"date":"2014-12-29T08:00:15","date_gmt":"2014-12-29T08:00:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.diogonunes.com\/blog\/?p=1471"},"modified":"2020-05-15T14:24:30","modified_gmt":"2020-05-15T13:24:30","slug":"i-regret-hesitating","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.diogonunes.com\/blog\/i-regret-hesitating\/","title":{"rendered":"I regret hesitating"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"Courage,
Courage, the Cowardly Dog (\u00a9 Cartoon Network)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

I regret nothing I did. I regret everything I didn’t do.<\/h3>\n

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A Gemini<\/a> person is kinda like Ying & Yang<\/a> – you always have complementary opinions about something due to your inner conflicting personalities. On the bright side, it makes you a sympathetic person since it’s easier for you to understand others’ perspectives. However, if you’re not confident enough, it might turn you into an indecisive person.<\/p>\n

I’m fully me when behind a keyboard or a pencil.<\/strong> That’s why my poetry book gives so much of me away. When I face someone that read the book I feel awkward, almost transparent or naked, like he or she knows too much. That’s why I was once called a dark horse<\/a> by a teacher – someone no one bets on but ends up winning the race – because there’s so much more about me that no one gets to see. And I’m the only one to blame. Well not the only<\/em> one, I wasn’t always like this, but that’s another story for another time<\/a>.<\/p>\n

So what do I regret? I regret not doing everything I think about saying or doing. From thought to action I create so many obstacles<\/strong>, so many what ifs<\/em> and maybe I shouldn’t<\/em> that the opportunity is lost.<\/p>\n

I’ve lost count to the number of times I thought about doing something and end up doing nothing – like when I come up with a joke, I think it’s not good enough or not appropriate, right when someone else says it, and everyone has a laugh… “oh, I was just about to say the same thing!” except I didn’t, and now you look funny and I look shy.<\/p>\n

The number of times I could…<\/p>\n